Monday, July 25, 2011

So Good I'll Take It


So I finally did it. I left my job for the start of a new adventure. It was time. That much was as clear as daylight. And it's time to focus on something new. Graduate School. Back to the halls, back to the alma mater, back to class. I'm looking forward to studying exactly what I know I want to know more about.

But before that adventure begins, I've take a few weeks off to just...be. To breathe a little deeper, to take a break. And that has given me an opportunity to do things I've been putting off for years. All those tiny projects that line up and never get done because of lack of time, energy, patience...etc.

It's been relaxing, rejuvenating and just plain nice. I know things will pick back up again. And I won't have many more quiet moments like this, but I plan to enjoy every minute of it. Even it means just having the time to clean the boring ol' oven.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

As It Was

Even though owning a home is far down the road for me and Jason, I have been obsessed lately with looking at remodeling, decorating, home-type blogs. I don't consider myself much of a DIY-er (do it yourself-er), but these projects people come up with are incredible.

Need to re-brick my fireplace? No problem!
I need an Indian silk handwoven rug to match my acryclic blue hand crafted tile? Uhh...easy.
My 6 Kitchen Aid mixers are so boring, who can hand paint with oils derived from honeybees tears? Cake walk.

Not to poke too much fun, but I do have a lot of fun perusing them to see what type of inspiration it might create in me.

And today, I've found a winner.




A PLATE WALL.

Not to mention the super awesome, if anybody wants to buy me one I would love them forever, blue piano. This idea of displaying artsy, beautiful plates as artwork is so endearing to me.

Definitely will use this one day in my home, or maybe....business? *wink wink*

Monday, June 20, 2011

If That's What It Takes

There is a song by Mercy Me "Bring the Rain," that I've always loved. Its verses and melody has touched a part of my heart that was always stubborn - always wanting God to bless me with the good stuff, and none of the tough stuff in life.

I haven't talked much about my struggles at work here mostly because of an internal rule that my daily victories and struggles at work should stay there (minus the vent sessions had with my husband and family). I tried my best not to bring work home.

But lately it's been so overwhelming and heavy that I've been baffled that I can't find peace in the midst of it. I would pray the entire way to work "please make today OK, make me patient, make me strong," but everyday I would come home more defeated than the last.

So during a drive last week I was listening to that song.

"Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Being me anything that brings You glory
I know they'll be days when this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You, Jesus bring the rain...


And it hit me. All this time that I've been praying for my own personal comfort I had been missing the point. All of these struggles were opportunities to praise God during this storm in my life. The good times aren't the only blessings we are given.

God showed me I had been taking his faithfulness for granted and not given Him enough credit. This time at work, the times when it feels like a gorilla is sitting on my chest, are the best opportunities to share Gods love and grace under fire. He will see me through.

Monday, June 13, 2011

And Is To Come

A sweet, summer dessert. Perfect ending to a boring, but perfect Monday night.




Thursday, June 9, 2011

One Thing I Know

Life recently has been calm (...saying that very quietly so no one can hear it and change it...). Aside from daily struggles and daily victories, it seems we're slipping into the lazy days of Summer, where the heat sticks to you like honey, and there is a constant film of sweat all over you.

Jason has been hard at work...perfecting his Call of Duty skills, which will certainly come in handy one day in life, I'm sure of it :) But he's also been able to flex his creative muscle and spend some time playing with a local band. As a drummer, he is constantly hitting, tapping, banging, slapping, counting, bobbing, pounding something to a beat only he hears. After being with him for nearly a decade, I've grown accustomed to becoming a human drum, and very often have to remind him that my knee is not a solid as a bongo drum, nor does my car dashboard appreciate the constant beating to the tune of Hold That Tiger (aka LSU pregame).

So how excited was I when I found out he was invited to play with some friends at a local hangout with his new cajon drum (see wooden box-looking thing above). For four hours, he was in heaven. Playing along to every song under the sun, and enjoying being able to be a musician once again. He is a musician at heart, he hears melodies, notes, songs, rhythms that affect him on a different level.

I hope he continues to have chances like this to be in this space, to be in this way, and to live in his musical world, just for a little while. Makes him happy = makes me happier.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Remind Me Of Us


First harvest of the season!

Hmm...what can I make with banana peppers?

Now if only my tomatoes would get with the program...

Saturday, May 28, 2011

In It To Win It


Food. Food. Food. This is my fridge after a Saturday afternoon grocery shopping adventure. Complete with Jason pretending the shopping cart was a bobsled, and in his best "Cool Runnings" accent, counting down to launch the bobsled. The fridge is now nice and full, ready for a week of new breakfasts, lunches, dinners and midnight snacks.

I've really gotten into planning, cooking and preparing meals lately. I know I've mentioned my planning ahead of meals by the month (now down to two weeks because of lack of apartment space to keep four different bags of potatoes). And I've also discovered a love of food blogs. I really have found a lot of them to be informative, witty and interesting to read.

A few favorites:

www.thepioneerwoman.com (thanks Liza!)
www.101cookbooks.com
www.joythebaker.com
www.annies-eats.com

There's something calming about reading through these recipes, the photography they use and the time they spend to make homemade, nutritious meals for their family. It inspires me to take more time to put effort into this part of life. Taking the time to enjoy and experience things. Not just food, but books, events, travel, etc. I think it's time I do more of this.

I've always wanted this blog to be a place to extend myself.
And it's time I extend into new places in this blog. A refresh is in order. Let's go!